i need someone to talk to

I'm Molly and I'm 14 and I started cutting and I feel like i can't stop.
I sometimes go to counseling for it but i feel like its not helping. I used to wear bracelets to cover up the scars and cuts by my counselor took them away because she thought that it would help me stop, so instead I now wear hoodies every day to cover them. Where I live it's extremely hot. The only time i don't wear a hoodie is when I'm around my friends. But even though they say they don't care about seeing them, I still feel they are judging me and don't want to be around me because of it. I feel so stupid and worthless. I have tried to kill myself and I really want to try again. I see no point in living when no one treats me like person anymore. My parents act like they are afraid of me and my friends don't want to be around me. I am trying to stop cutting but I feel like its impossible. I can't stop thinking about suicide and I'm sick of pretending I'm okay. I want the scars on my arm to go away and I want someone who acts like they care. Please help me.

Molly, this might sound incredibly cliched, but I've been where you are, I know what you're going through. You don't want someone to act like they care, you want somebody to care, and trust me, your parents do. They act like they're afraid of you because they don't know where you're coming from. They don't understand that constant urge, that feeling like you're not good enough for anyone or anything. They don't get that you're feeling constantly judged.
Trust me, I know what that's like. I'm nineteen, and I've struggled with cutting/burning myself ever since I was thirteen. Please, please don't give up. Don't kill yourself. No matter how desperate you feel, no matter how unhappy you are, there is hope. There is always hope.
Try checking out organizations like Holding of Wrist or To Write Love on Her Arms. They did a lot for me after my last suicide attempt...
Please don't kill yourself. There is a lot to live for, you've just got to find it. What doesn't kill us makes us stronger, and that includes the scars that you bear, both physical and emotional. Don't give up on yourself. There are people who care. Every life means something, including yours.

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Bright blessings, maybe we can chat on messenger about this or something. I hope that I helped you in some way.
~Kelly~

hi molly i use to hurt myself i am 19. i am just going to say it very hard to stop it took me 4 year i start when i your age. i am not going to say im a 100% better i have had bad day and cut myself. if u ever want to tlk am really good at care and understand and if you friend are really your friend they will be there for you. so if u need to talk send me message